Siro ni no michi
Bag of BonesLane Forty-two is the narrow woodland lane connecting Route 68 with Sara Laughs, the lodge owned by Michael Noonan and Johanna Noonan. It is both a literal route to the house and the recurring threshold of Michael’s dreams: he repeatedly walks toward the lodge, stops at the head of its driveway, and senses something approaching behind him. When he later returns to the real lane and continues down the driveway, the place marks a small but decisive break between dreamlike paralysis and deliberate action.
Route and Setting
The lane lies five miles beyond the TR-90 sign on Route 68. Its entrance is marked not by a name but by a square of tin bearing a faded 42, punctured above by a couple of .22 holes. The road itself is a narrow, two-mile loop through the woods, with both ends opening onto Route 68. Its number is useful for reporting a fire; otherwise, it has no name, and Michael and Johanna never gave it one, even in private.
The lane is little more than two wheel ruts, with timothy and witchgrass growing along the raised strip between them. When a vehicle passes, the grass brushes the undercarriage with a whispering sound that Michael likens to low voices. Branches sometimes scrape or knock against a car, making the route feel close and enclosed. The trees crowd either side, while the sky appears as a narrow strip above them. In the dreams, crickets sound, loons call from the lake, and the lane is walked at twilight as the first stars appear.
At the end of the approach, a dirt driveway slopes down to the right, marked by a small wooden sign reading SARA LAUGHS. From the lane, the lodge is visible below, a fourteen-room structure of logs and successive additions. The setting therefore places the lane between the public road and the house: it is the approach to home, but also the point at which Michael’s dream repeatedly refuses to let him arrive.
The Dream Route
After Michael declines an offer of a later three- or four-book contract, he dreams that night of returning to Sara Laughs. In the dreams that follow through the fall and winter, he is always walking up the lane rather than driving. He reaches the driveway but does not go down it. The action repeats with little variation: the destination remains visible, yet the dreamer does not enter.
At the driveway mouth, the lodge appears as a darkening, aging presence. Its accumulated wings should make it look awkward, but Michael sees instead a figure enduring into old age. The dream-house’s landscape is not simply an idealized refuge. Fallen branches, pine needles, overgrown bushes, moss on the logs, and sunflowers growing through the boards give the place an atmosphere of neglect and forgottenness. The familiar way home is also a place from which ordinary life has receded.
Michael’s hesitation becomes bodily confinement. He tells himself he cannot remain where the lane meets the driveway, but his legs will not move; when he hears what seems to be footsteps behind him, he cannot turn to look. He usually wakes at that point. To reassure himself that the dream has ended, he turns over and tests whether his body will obey his mind again. The recurring route thus links a visible destination with an inability to approach it, while the approaching sound behind him converts the lane into a corridor of dread.
Return in Waking Life
In the summer, Michael drives to Dark Score by way of Route 68 and turns onto the real lane at 7:16 p.m. He has chosen the hour to reproduce the dream and hopes to gain insight into it or decide what to do next. As he drives in, grass brushes the Chevrolet’s undercarriage and a branch scrapes or knocks against it, recalling the sounds of the dream. He stops after two tenths of a mile.
Before going farther, Michael lies on his belly behind the car and pulls grass away from the hot exhaust. The summer has been dry, and he does not want to start a forest fire. The practical interruption matters: this is no longer only dream scenery, but a real place where he must attend to the consequences of his actions. When he stands, the crickets and close-set trees resemble their dream counterparts, and the fading sky narrows above him.
A balloon comes free from his hand while he is thinking. Although he fears that he may be unable to move, he recognizes that he is in waking reality, releases the string, and walks down the driveway. He steps over a fallen branch that had appeared in the dream but is absent from the real lane. His heart is still pounding and he is sweating, but he keeps moving. The cut he had imagined or experienced in connection with the dream is not on either hand; there is not even a scar. The real walk therefore does not merely reproduce the dream: it exposes a difference between remembered dream detail and present fact, while allowing Michael to proceed past the point where the dream immobilized him.
Narrative Function
The lane’s repeated appearance gives Michael’s dreams a fixed geography and a repeated structure: approach, pause, sensed pursuit, awakening. The scene is narrated through his recollections of the dreams and his later return, so the reader first encounters the lane as an interior landscape whose details recur before seeing it tested against the physical road. Familiar sounds and landmarks—grass against the car, the trees, the evening light—make the boundary between dream and waking experience feel unstable, but the real journey also produces concrete checks: the absent branch and unmarked hands.
Lane Forty-two is significant because it gives form to both attraction and avoidance. It leads to the lodge that Michael has left behind, yet the dreams keep him outside its driveway, unable to turn toward either the house or the footsteps. In waking life, he does not arrive by conquering his fear so much as by taking the next physical step. The lane’s decisive change is modest and exact: the dreamer who could only stand at the entrance becomes a man who walks down it.